DAY 61 of my new life.
Sometimes, you have to decide starting something new, you have to leave that life that is hurting you and chasing a new one that will be better for your soul.
I thought I wasn’t good enough and I didn’t deserve something better… and when I realised I was having those feeling was the moment I chose starting my new life.
My friends had told me long ago I should leave that relationship because he was hurting me but I though that relationships were in that way, what I didn’t know was that maybe there are that way if you wanna be unhappy all your life, but if you wanna be happy you have to find someone that completes your soul, not someone that erases all your soul… someone that helps you chasing your dreams, not someone that forbids you that dreams… Someone who hugs you if you are sad because something, not someone that makes you sad because never hugs you… Someone who is proud of you, not someone that hides you from everyone and tells bad things about you to his friends. Someone that makes you laugh with just a monosyllaBic wOrd, not someone that cannot make you even smile… and that was what I made… leaving what was hurting me and finding someone that can make me the happiest woman ever every single moment.
You don’t have to be brave for starting something new (A new life, relationship, or whatever you want…), you just have to be sure that you are doing what you really want.
And how you’d be sure you are doing the right thing?
Oh hun, that’s a hard question. You will only be able to feel it while you are doing it. My tip is to get lost in your mind and when someone or something will be able to find you, you will feel it.
“The only way to be sure of catching a train is to miss the one before it”- Gilbert K. Chesterton